Wine is not to bad either.
Maybe Im turning in to a drunk. I do drink to much. I don’t think it’s a sign that you’re healthy sitting alone drinking two bottles of wine.
But, I don’t really mind being unhealthy. At least now I can control myself. I don’t know about tomorrow, or next week.
Life can be so God forsaken boring, thats all. Most of the time it is. You might think otherwise, but You’re not the ones calling yourselves melancholic white thrash, are You?!
Nope, thats me.
I dont know what would be funnier than the current situation. Strangely, Im happy as it is. I like living alone. I like being in control of my lovelife (that is not being unhealthy inlove with someone).
I was unhealthy in love with someone a long time ago. I spilled boiling hot coffe on myself yesterday, but that pain was nothing compared to Jenny breaking up with me.
Life not to bad. I enjoy sitting here with a glass of wine and enough cigarettes. I enjoy thinking about my gilrfriend (what I enjoy is up to me).
So long.
av Max @ 21:55:34 i Old diary | länk | Prat (0)