Time to log out, off, and away.
I need to go blank. Grosse Point Blank.
I need a new pair of jeans.
There’s still roads in the world that need to be rebuilt.
This im going to do, in this order:
1. Go to the city
2. Leave books and cd’s at the library
3. Buy a pair of jeans
4. Buy beer
5. Go home
6. Clean for about ten minutes
7. Have a beer and a smoke
8. Sleep for half an hour
9. Get up again
Then, and not until then, im totally off. Offline, server crashed. Zero. Dev/null
av Max @ 16:51:32 i Old diary | länk | Prat (0)
Busy, busy, busy, never sleep…
Shopping, release party, boatdrive, barhopping, mothers day – all this in one weekend. I wonder what has happened. I wonder where old, passive, ’sit at home for himself Max’ has gone. I kinda miss him. I don’t know if I wanna do all thoose things, but it does keep the worst depressions away, keep them in place so to speak.
Sometimes, being active is hell on earth. You never have time to be with yourself, to take care of yourself. Though, we’ve all seen what happens when I take care of myself…
I think i’ve been in a rather good mood lately, but i also know that it’s pretty close to despair sometimes. Not everything is clockwork. I don’t want to be dependent on anyone, but that i still am. I wan’t to look forward being alone like i used to. I want to make love not war. I want to go around smiling to myself. I want the cutest girl on my side, the finest wine in my glass and a cigarette that tastes like the first cigarette in two months.
av Max @ 14:06:33 i Old diary | länk | Prat (0)
Latest searchquery report
Ok… This one beats even liquor brands and diry recruiters. A person actually looking for a “chineese typewriter” found his/ hers way to my site.
Otherwise, im dead tired today and I can’t look forward getting any real sleep until Sunday. This weekend is going to get ugly.
av Max @ 08:28:06 i Old diary | länk | Prat (0)